Juz finish meeting Miss De Castro today~ feeling~tired and afraid~ reli reli reli not spiritual enough!!!!!!!!! My spiritual life was half dead!! I reli want to pick it up again soon~

I reli think that i am such an irresponsible person~i would juz find many excuses in order to stop doing things i dun like~i always promise to do this thing, that thing~but i always forget that my time was limit and i have poor time management skills. So at last the result is i cannot do everything i promise and i was not feeling happy with it!!!~

God has loved me so much that he has planned the best for me. I am such a blessed little soul. He gave me good family, lovely friends and wonderful school life. He gave me everything i want and give me many chances to choose. I know that I am reli so lucky and forfunate than many many many people in this world!!!He had not abandoned me while i nearly forget Him. He send angels to remind me to return to him. So i would like to once again PROMISE to pick up back my spiritual life as soon as possible!!!

I would like to fix my schelude for the summer (however there are still too many uncertainities now)  as soon as the uncertainities become clear.

—-a reminder for myself